So hard to understand…

Give me a moment if you can stand it

You need to know that I feel stranded

Tell me what is the boundary,

An acceptable level of misery?

For try as I may I can’t catch my breath

Seemingly unable to accept your death

Just as light starts to shine through the veil

I try and I try but I just seem to fail

I keep being told that it’s ok to cry

That it’ll get easier as the years go by

What they don’t know is that time has stood still

And crying out memory only makes it refill