I stand and stare at the ocean view
I say your name to hear the sound
It may seem like a strange thing to do
But I feel that you’re still around
All I think and what I feel
Is it real or just an illusion?
Hope and Despair live together there
In a Gemini world of confusion
Does time mean anything where you are?
Or is it now here just for me
When our thoughts are the same like they used to be
Is it just here in my eternity?
I cry when I miss you, then I smile because you know
Maybe time only passes as the tides ebb and flow
When my thoughts turn to beauty and I notice the time
The repeating numbers I see, are they really a sign?
Are the shivers up my arms
A chilly hug from you
While I ask you a question and look at my view?
The answer finds the ocean and bounces back to me
You may not see me, Mother,
But you know I’d never leave